Sometimes i wish never became so close to you , that way it wouldn't be this hard to say goodbye to you...

Monday, December 31, 2012

Jamuan Akhir Tahun Part Two :)



Tepat pukul 8 .45 mlm
tiba la mase abang dan akak pergi
kami SPM candidates so kena belajar
Sebelum pergi ke kelas
Kami meminta satu permintaan
Iaitu kami mahu bersama ngan By sekejap
By setuju dan By ikut kami turun ke floor bwh
Disitu lah bermula perjumpaan kita bertiga
Pelbagai pekara abang dan akak katakan :)
Senyuman yang terukir di muka By
Gelak tawa yg sudah lame tidak kedengaran
Akhir abang dan akak mendengar dan dapat melihat
semula semua itu
Hati kami berasa terlalu gembira malam itu
Hanya Tuhan saje yang tahu...
Sebagai kenangan akak dan abang
Kita bertiga bergambar bersama
Selepas sempat juga abg bergurau dengan By kan?
Sebab nak lepas kan rindu yang tiada had nye
Tepat pukul 9.30mlm...
berakhirnyee pertemuan kite ;'(
WE WILL MISS YOU TOMBIRO KANA



Friday, December 28, 2012

Jamuan Akhir Tahun Part One :)





Pada 28.10.2012,
Hari ini merupakan jamuan terakhir 
Bagi kelas 1Farghani
Kul 7.30 mlm , abang dan akak pergi amik pizza
Selepas pergi amik , pergi ke kelas By
Budak budak kelas sudah siap hias kelas
Pada mase itu jugak , abang n akak
Mencari cari dimana By
Danish bgtau yg By kat kantin lagi
Hmmm , abg n akak sedih bile tau
Then , abg suruh kwn2 By g pnggl By
By bgtau yg By x kan g selagi ada abg..
By belari lari satu blok bile suruh dtng..
Then , abg amik keputusan tu pergi dr situ
Sebenarnye abg ngah menyorok dlm kelas len
Bile abg nmpk By dah naik , abg terus diam menyorok
Titibe By masuk kelas yg abg menyorok tu…
Kantoi sudah ….
Berlari abang kejar By smpi lah kat tangga…
Disitu abg tahan By dari lari
Abang panggil akak dan kita borak kat situ
Puas kami pujuk By untuk dtng g jamuan tu
Pelbagai alasan dah helah By gune kan..
Sementara tu , akak n abang rasa puas hati
Sebab dapat ngok muka By dari jarak dekat
Senyuman terukir di muka kami bila masa ni tiba
Hanya Tuhan saje tahu apa rasenye bile
Sudah lame tidak bersam bertiga J
Akhirnye By dating jugak ke jamuan tu..

Tuesday, December 25, 2012

Hari Pra-sukan...



Suasana petang dgn cuaca yg panas terik...
Akak lalu dpn klas abg...
Then...
Sayup sayup kedengaran suara abg panggil akak...
Dengan muke x berape nak bermaya...
Abg minta akak pergi padang...
Sebab petang tu ade acara lari...
So...
Abg minta akak bagi support kat By sbb By ambil bhgian...
Akak pujuk abg turun pdg sekali sama2 bgi support...
Tapi nampaknya mood  abg mcm x baik...
Mungkin ade krisis dgn By...
Akak pun x pasti...
Akak pergi padang sorang2...
Nampak By dkt wakaf raja hitam...
Dgn kwn2 By...
Acara By  kira last la jugak...
Adat permainan...
Ada menang, ada kalah...
Akak cite kat abg ape yg blaku pade ptg tu...
But sblum tu...
Kwn akak bgi idea supaye buat abg gelabah...
Dan memang abg risau sgt lps dgr ape yg akak ckp...
Akak ckp By bjaya tamatkan larian sbb abg tanye By abis lari x...
Tpi akak tambah sikit...
Akak ckp By jatuh kat garisan penamat...
Muke dan nafas abg trus berubah...
Akak jadi risau...
Akak blaku jujur, akak tipu je...
Barulah abg tarik nafas lega tpi still bimbang...
Ptg berikutnyer baru abg turun pdg...

Monday, December 24, 2012

Saat bersama...


Pada suatu petang yang nyaman...
Akak ajak abg main petanque di taman koperasi...
Bawak By sekali...
Seperti yg dijanjkan...
Abg dtg dulu...
Akak tlambat sikit...
Nasib baik abg x marah...
Cuak gak kalau dye mrh...
Tercari-cari By...
Dalam fikiran, By x dtg ke?...
Abg kate By dtg kejap lgi...
X lame slpas tu By muncul...
Then kite main same2...
Dgn aksi yg tsendiri...
Tpi By bermain dgn pnuh merendah diri..
Terbukti abg dgn By memag hebat...
Akak mengalah je...
Lewat ptg...
Kite pulag bsame2...
Abg n By berkejaran...
Mcm biase...

Sunday, December 23, 2012

First meet...



Bulan Januari a.k.a Bulan orientasi bagi ting. 1...
Semua aktiviti bjln sperti yg dijadualkan...
Seperti yg dirancang...
Pada mlm tersebut...
Masa bdn kepemimpinan meluangkan masa bersma ting 1...
First activity...
Aktiviti mengingati  ibu bapa...
Mestila touching...
X  byk, sikit mesti ada...
Sama mcm By jugak...
Abg n akak perasan perubahan wjh By...
Selepas itu...
Abg n  akak terus meletakkan  mata kite org pada By...
Tanpa pengetahuan masing2...
At the end...
Abg n akak btemu...
Akak ckp dgn abg, akak suke By...
Abg pun  akui dye minat dgn By...
Then...
Akak cadangkan pada abg, jadikan By adik angkat...
Jwpn abg agak comel bgi akak...
Abg x tau cam mane carenye...
So...
Akak ambil langkah pertama...
Kawan akak 'melamar' By bgi pihak abg n akak...
Die tanye By...
"Nak x jadi adik angkat abg Aliff dan kak Nadhra?"
Wlauapapun soalan yg diajukan...
Jwpn By tetap sama...
"X tau" atau angkat bahu...
Kite akn btemu setiap kali persiapan utk majlis penutup orientasi...
By kira  byk jual mahal jugak la...
Akhirnya...
By setuju...
Tapi By lbih mudah rapat dgn abg drpd akak...
Perasaan: jealous yg luar biase...
Akak rase mkin tgugat...
Apabila wujud pulak watak seorg perempuan yg minat pada By...
Dye saggup buat sekeping kad handmade dan pape shj utk By...
For sure akak tbkr dpt tau drpd abg...
Terus prg dingin dilancarkan  pada insan itu...
Dye sdar akak mrh dye dan sedia undur diri...
Secara jujurnyer akak x bole nak trime semue tu...
Sedangkan perempuan lain  x berani nak ganggu By sbb mrk tau sape By pade akak...
Kite smakin  bhgie bsame...
Sampai org kate kite keluarga yg bhgie dan lengkap...



Friday, December 21, 2012

Hari K-oop...



The day before it, 22.6.2012
Abg penat gler sbb cr bahan for gerai Budin
So smpi skolah jew ..
abg nmpk ada game rugby for above 15 kot...
dlm hati abg kate , hmm mesti By g ngok ni..
Smpi jew kat pdng , abg blh nmpk By
Khusyuk gler ngok...
Smbl memegang dua aiskrim...
abg dtng kat adk... :)
dengan memakai bj outing , By tnye...
"abg nk g mane? balik ke?"
abg jwb " ha'ah nk balik , sakit lah"
*Padahal menipu smbl berjalan g dorm By
By bls  " abg sakit pew? Ala tinggal la adk sowang nanti"
Abg jwb " Ala akak kan ada :) "
By "Mcm la akak blh tido K1 (dorm By)"
Daripada ngok By sedih teros abg ckp abg tipu jewla
"Td g beli brng untuk eck"
By terus marah then peluk abg...
Hahahah
* miss that hug , u know that By?
Berlalu akhir tu mcm biase....

Pagi yg indah...23.6.2012
Mengatur langkah ke gerai-gerai...
Setelah menghabiskan mase di dewan Bestari...
Terserempak dgn abg...
Di gerai Budin...
Nak tau dye ckp ape...?
"By cari ko..."
Baru je  toleh belakang...
Dah nampak btg idung By yg x mancung (bak kate abg)...
Pelik...
By bkn main semangat tanye pasal akak...
Tapi...
Bile akak ade dpn mate By buat bodoh je...
Mule2...
Cari Cikgu Munirah dulu sbb duit By ade kat dye...
Tpi  dye x de...
Semue merungut kaki penat, sakit...
So...
Kite sambug jln2 dari 1 gerai ke 1 gerai yg lain...
Sampai 1 saat...
By dah mlas nak pegang brochure yg By dpt...
Nak tau By buat ape dgn semue brochure 2?
By bgi akak, suruh akak simpan...
Then...
By igt x By main futsal dgn pkai kain pelikat...
Bkn main semangat lgi abg tengok...
Nak tau x?
Ari tu, mcm2 abg ckp psal By kat akak...
Dgn nada suare x puas ati...
Mase terus berlalu...
Semue penat...
Terutame abg...
Sbb jage gerai Budin dlm mase yg same...
Abg kepenatan sgt mlm tu...
Abg dtng dorm By terus tido ::(
Abg sedar jew...By ngah selimutkan abg n hug abg ...
Thanks for that :* <3
Itulah kenangan yg ade dlm lipatan sejarah pada Hari K-oop '12...
    

Thursday, December 20, 2012

First messages...


From Nadia Nadhra :) (kakak)
Suatu malam...
No yg x dikenali buat panggilan masuk...
Hanya sekadar untuk miss call...
Dari situ bermula episod berbalas sms utk mengenali gerangan empunye no....
Di bwh cahaya lampu lebuhraya utara-selatan bersaksikan bulan purnama...
Langkah pertama...
Adik memastikan bhw akak yg sdg membalas sms adik...
Langkah kedua...
Adik memberi 1001 klu siape adik yg sbnar...
-org yg paling kacak
-satu-satunye adik akak...
-satu exco dgn abg dan akak...
Akak teka name adik, adik kate salah...
So...
Akak bagi byk name...
Dan sudah tentu semue salah...
Finally...
Adik mengaku juga...
Then...
Bile akak tanye abg, jwpn dye pun same...
Mlm tu merupakan perjalanan yg cukup indah...
Setelah sekian lame  abg n akak bg no kat adik...

From Aliff Ashrey (abang)

09.03.2012...hari bermakna wat abg :)
Nak tahu npe? Cube adk teka?
this date is the date adk  kol n mcg abg :)
Abg happy gler waktu ni
Let's read the story......

Pada kul 9 pm di Kenny Rogers

ada org kol...abg angkat...
"hello sape ni?"...org tu jwb...'Cube teka' then dye off
then abg mcg org tu..."Ni tom ke?" .. dye jwb "bukan lah'
"Hbs tu sape? , Biro?"...org tu jwb...'bukan jugak'
"then sape"..org tu jwb.."rahsia :)"
"Kalo mcm  tu xpew xnak kwn"...terus org tu bls..."xxx"
Akhirnye dye mengaku jugak...haha
Hahaha kelakar gler bile B(tom) cuak mcm tu...
Sejak dari tuulah kite asyik mcg n kol...
Every nite sblm tido abg akan kol n say gud nite n kiss...heheh
*mcm org bercinta btol   hahaha =-=
Bile abg ngar jew suarr B wktu kol ,
abg rase happy sgt n nk nanges.. ;')
Ok la...
-FINISH-
Nite dear.. we all miss u TOMBIRO KANA :)



Wednesday, December 19, 2012

Tentang Kita


Waktu terasa semakin berlalutinggal kan cerita tentang kitaakan tiada lagi kini tawamutuk apuskan semua sepi dihati
ada cerita tentang aku dan diadan kita bersama saat dulu kalaada cerita tentang masa yang indahsaat kita berduka saat kita tertawa
teringat di saat kita tertawa bersamaceritakan semua tentang…..
ada cerita tentang aku dan diadan kita bersama saat dulu kalaada cerita tentang masa yang indahsaat kita berduka saat kita tertawa




Tuesday, December 18, 2012

Little Things




Your hand fits in mine 
Like it's made just for me 
But bear this in mind 
It was meant to be 
And I'm joining up the dots 
With the freckles on your cheeks 
And it all makes sense to me 

I know you've never loved 
The crinkles by your eyes when you smile 
You've never loved 
Your stomach or your thighs 
The dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine 

But I'll love them endlessly 

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth 
But if I do, it's you, 
Oh it's you, 
They add up to 
I'm in love with you, 
And all these little things 

You can't go to bed, 
Without a cup of tea, 
And maybe that's the reason 
That you talk, in your sleep 
And all those conversations 
Are the secrets that I keep 
Though it makes no sense to me 
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsfreak.com/o/one+direction/little+things_21048
I know you've never loved the sound of your voice on tape 
You never want to know how much you weigh 
You still have to squeeze into your jeans 
But, 

You're perfect to me 

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth 
But if it's true, 
It's you, 
It's you, 
They add up to 
I'm in love with you, 
And all these little things 

You'll never love yourself 
Half as much as I love you 
You'll never treat yourself right, darlin' 
But I want you to, 
If I let you know, I'm here for you, 
Maybe you'll love yourself, 
Like I love you 
Oh 

And I've just let these little things 
Slip, out of my mouth, 
'Cause it's you, oh it's you, 
It's you, 
They add up to 
And I'm in love with you, 
And all these little things, 

I won't let these little things 
Slip, out of my mouth, 
But if it's true, 
It's you, it's you, 
They add up to, 
I'm in love with you, 
And all your little things



I Wish




Na na na na na na
Na na na na na na
He takes your hand
I die a little
I watch your eyes
And I'm in riddles
Why can't you look at me like that

When you walk by
I try to say it
But then I freeze
And never do it

My tongue gets tied
The words gets trapped

I hear the beat of my heart getting louder
Whenever I'm near you

But I see you with him slow dancing
Tearing me apart
Cause you don't see
Whenever you kiss him
I'm breaking,
Oh how I wish that was me

He looks at you
The way that I would
Does all the things, I know that I could
If only time, could just turn back

Cause I got three little words
That I've always been dying to tell you

But I see you with him slow dancing
Tearing me apart
Cause you don't see
Whenever you kiss him
I'm breaking,
Oh how I wish that was me

With my hands on your waist
While we dance in the moonlight
I wish it was me
That you call later on
Cause you wanna say good night

Cause I see you with him slow dancing
Tearing me apart
Cause you don't see

But I see you with him slow dancing
Tearing me apart
Cause you don't see
Whenever you kiss him
I'm breaking,
Oh how I wish
Oh how I wish
Oh how I wish, that was me

Oh how I wish, that was me




Monday, December 17, 2012

We AreYoung



Give me a second, I
I need to get my story straight
My friends are in the bathroom
Getting higher than the Empire State
My lover she is waiting for me
Just across the bar, 
My seat's been taken by some sunglasses

Asking 'bout a scar
I know I gave it to you months ago
I know you're trying to forget
But between the drinks and subtle things
And the holes in my apologies
You know I'm trying hard to take it back
So if by the time the bar closes
And you feel like falling down
I'll carry you home

Tonight, 
We are young
So let's set the world on fire
We can burn brighter
Than the sun

Tonight, 
We are young
So let's set the world on fire
We can burn brighter
Than the sun

Now I know that I'm not
All that you got
I guess that I, 
I just thought, 
Maybe we could find new ways to fall apart
But our friends are back
So let's raise the cup
'Cause I found someone to carry me home

Tonight, 
We are young
So let's the set the world on fire
We can burn brighter
Than the sun

Tonight, 
We are young
So let's set the world on fire
We can burn brighter
Than the sun

Carry me home tonight
(La la la la la la)
Just carry me home tonight
(La la, la la la la la la)
Carry me home tonight
(La la la la la la)
Just carry me home tonight
(The world is on my side, )
Carry me home tonight
(I have no reason to run, )
Just carry me home tonight
(So will someone come and carry me home tonight?)
The angels never arrived, 
But I can hear the choir
So will someone come and carry me home

Tonight, 
We are young
So let's set the world on fire
We can burn brighter
Than the sun

Tonight, 
We are young
So let's set the world on fire
We can burn brighter
Than the sun

So if by the time the bar closes
And you feel like falling down
I'll carry you home, 
Tonight.





12.04.2012











Remember this date? The best moment ever in my life as ur brother...this is my birthday ... Mlm sebelum besday at 11.4.2012.. After habis prep kak Nadhra n abg g jemput adk untuk sambut besday abg... Adk tggu kat bilik KH n br kite blah dr situ...kite punye la merayau x th nk g mane last2 kite g kelas adk n sambut besday abg kat situ...akak beli kan pizza yani untuk abg dan kite makan same2... Abg suapkan adk pizza , then akak jeluz sbb x dpt wat... Slps tu br akak suapkan adk.... Hehehheh... SWEET GLER wktu tu....HOPE SGT abg ada gmbr ketika tu...tp gambaran tu tetap ada dlm hati n fikiran abg wat selamanya...<3   Ok then lepas tu kite balik dorm .... Sementara tggu light off n tido kt dorm adk...abg g siap keje n tkr bj duku kat dorm n bwk batal n selimut abg... Now dah light off , dgn laju nye abg g kat dorm n nmpk adk ngah lepak ngan palet n borak smbl pgg selimut n batal abg...hahahaha...comel jer...borak smpi sume dh tido... Abg n adk x tido lg , adk kate nk tggu smpi kul 12 mlm untuk tggu tarikh 12.4.2012... So we wait smbl borak n ngar ur favourite song..... Tut..tut..tut.. Ok jam dah tunjuk kul 12 mlm..then adk bg hug kat abg n kiss as a gift to me... Then adk ckp smthng n abg ckp thanks for jd adk abg itu merupakan hadiah terbaik thn ni... Then kite sleep ...<3


Sudah pg n adk bgn awl n kejut abg smbl wat mcm2 kat abg .. hari mcm biasa cume adk lepak ngan abg lebih lame dr biasa... Waktu ini jugak abg bz siapkan budin punye jamuan..bz person btol x leh nk lepak n anta adk ptg tu....but mlm tu lps mkn n abg lyn tetamu...abg lepak ngan adk n bdk len kat tepi stage tu... Dengan panas nye n adk kuat gler berpeluh...ucuk but abg suka bau dye n lap peluh adk...hahaha.. I still care about u even it tired day for me...then hbs mkn beradab budin abg tukar bj n teros tido kat dorm adk...PENAT GLER!!!! Titibe abg sedar adk ngah selimut kan abg , abg terharu gler wktu tu...THANKS ADK!!!! Love u...I had the best day ever n thanks to you dear.... <3 thanks for the nite n teman abg tido...

Bye.... Missyou so much....


Sunday, December 16, 2012

Moments


Shut the door, turn the light off
I wanna be with you
I wanna feel your love
I wanna lay beside you
I cannot hide this even though I try

Heart beats harder
Time escapes me
Trembling hands touch skin
It makes this harder
And the tears stream down my face

If we could only have this life for one more day
If we could only turn back time

You know I'll be
Your life, your voice your reason to be
My love, my heart
Is breathing for this
Moments in time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today

Close the door
Throw the key
Don't wanna be reminded
Don't wanna be seen
Don't wanna be without you
My judgement is clouded
Like tonight's sky

Hands are silent
Voice is numb
Try to scream out my lungs
It makes this hard girl
And the tears stream down my face

If we could only have this life for one more day
If we could only turn back time

You know I'll be
Your life, your voice your reason to be
My love, my heart
Is breathing for this
Moments in time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today

Flashes left in my mind
Going back to the time
Playing games in the street
Kicking balls with my feet
Dancing on with my toes
Standing close to the edge
There's a pile of my clothes
At the end of your bed
As I feel myself fall
Make a joke of it all

You know I'll be
Your life, your voice your reason to be
My love, my heart
Is breathing for this
Moments in time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today

You know I'll be
Your life, your voice your reason to be
My love, my heart
Is breathing for this
Moment in time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today



Friday, December 14, 2012

Secebis Kenangan...











Terlakar indah kenangan  kita bersama meraikan  hari yang cukup istimewa pada 5 Mac 2012...
Kita bersama-sama memotong, menikmati kek coklat...
Tetapi kenangan itu x berakhir di situ...
Seminggu kemudian, akak menerima bungkusan hadiah daripada lim li zhuan yg diutus oleh abang dan adik...
Hadiah yg cukup special dipilih sempena warna kegemaran akak, biru...
Yang paling cute...
Abang dan adik share sekeping kad ucapan yg tkandung kata kata yg mendoakan terbaik utk akak...
Terasa diri sangat bertuah...
Hadiah adik, keychain spongebob sentiasa dibawa ke mana2...
Hadiah abang, mug with smile face tsimpan rapi...
Sampai bila2 pun x akn lupa...
Masih segar dalam ingatan...
Seperti baru semalam terjadi...


                                                      FROM NADIA NAHDRA